Thursday, February 02, 2006 2/02/2006 11:21:00 PM

MY VITZY GAAAALLL!!!!! wheee!!! saw vitz today after sooo long!!! it was like those Chinese drama serials, where ppl run from afar, arms wide apart, ready to embrace one another.. when... anti-climax.. someone blocked her path... :S ben dan...haha... no, i've not turned les! but i hadn't seen my GREAT fren since goodness noes when!!!! omg!!! dear gal, it was a joy to see u!!!! i miss u sooo much!!! all ur crap n all.. :) u have always been a great joy to be around.. n it was today that i felt such an emptiness... it's jus not the same... there isn't that jumpy jolly gal hu i can run with at pe... i'm d only one ahead now... n not motivated anymore... *pouts* n the one hu makes up out of this world stories... gal, u shall always be my great fren!!! :D ps: u still owe me a hike.. :p

alrite.. was rather pissed off today... seriously, i cant concentrate at all sitting at the back!!! and i'm worried sick that my grades may fall!!!! ms cheah doesn't allow me to sit in front... perfect... deny a gal hu wans to truly study n really cares for her grades... I TOLD HER!!! she didn't listen!!!! if i fail it would be partly her fault too!!!! when u're at the back the distance from the board is jus so vast that ur attention would start to wander!!! n i dun wan that!!! no matter how hard i try!!! i'm on the verge of tears!!!!! n on top of that i've been lectured about not sittin next to certain ppl in class.. issit so wrong to sit with a fren?! dere r the cases which r really bad yet not a word is said.. yet make assumptions about innocent gestures... i wont hide this fact.. i'm frustrated... utterly annoyed... it's jus not rite to accuse one of doin things they hadn't ANY intention of doin... i'm jus stating a fact.. and this blog gives me freedom of speech, out of skool. i dun think it's rite to try n control that.. i'm simply expressing what i feel here... maybe because i'm a coward n daren't tell this to you face to face.. but yeah, here it is. askin frens to tell me things which are not true n sayin things which are based purely on wat u think jus isn't fair to me. i hope u understand. thank you.

was very busy with all my chingay n all today.. n the two periods of PE was exhilerating.. but, as one student described it, pure torture.. though the image of a thin me urged my on... :) i shall work towards it... erm... soon? :p hee hee... did i mention i fell into the drain?? haha.. my entire leg fell in noe!!!! omg... luckily it wasn't too bad.. oh well, after an exhausting day, i need rest.. goodnight!!!! :D